"I'm a loser who hardly pays attention to whether the sun is shining or not because there is no time.

"My parents couldn't support me, I didn't have a high degree of education, and I was alone in the city looking for a future.

"I've looked for a lot of jobs, but I can't get hired, probably because no one likes someone who isn't good at talking, doesn't like to communicate, and doesn't show enough ability.