She thought that his brother Feng could stay with her all the time until the end of her life, but after they separated that night, Ji Rou never saw brother Feng again, and she didn't even know whether he was alive or dead.

Ji Rou only knows that brother Feng, like her father, disappeared from her life when she was unprepared and didn't want to let go.

The most important person in life disappears from life without warning, and Jirou has experienced it twice. That kind of panic, that kind of helplessness, that kind of fear, she never wants to experience it again in this life.