Chapter: 2592
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"Little Lele! Little Lulu!" Looking at the two little guys, Ji Rou couldn't help but want to get close to them and love them well, but when she was tired and sleepy from playing, the little guy was the first in her heart What I miss is my mother. I don’t have her in my heart at all, which makes her feel so lost.
When the whole family gathers in the hall, Jirou is in the yard, looking at the sky alone in a daze.
Thinking about it, the corners of Ji Rou's lips rose slightly, and she smiled softly. It turned out that she thought of a very beautiful picture. In the picture, she finally had her own little baby, who ran around her and called her mother sweetly.
"Baby..." Seeing the beautiful baby turning around her, Lu Xi wanted to hold her in her arms, but when she reached out to grab her, it was empty. Not only did the baby not be caught, even the beautiful picture disappeared together, and Ji Rou's heart was so distressed that it almost broke.
Why?
Why?
Why did God treat her so cruelly?
She wants a baby so much, but they just don't want to give her a baby. Ji Rou rubbed her lower abdomen hard, and then slapped herself hard: "It's all your fault! It's all your fault! It's all your fault for your useless stomach! If you are a little bit , and will not let Qin Yinze have been married for so many years and have no children. The second and third children in the family have children, but he, as the eldest, has no children, and may not have any in the future. "
"Ji Rou, what are you doing?" Qin Yinze rushed over from behind, hugged the emotional Ji Rou into his arms, and forbade her to do anything to hurt herself again, "I told you many times, I just want you, I don't want any children, why don't you listen?"
These years, Qin Yinze knows how much Ji Rou wants a child, and he has tried hard, but he can't get her pregnant. As long as she is by his side, it really doesn't matter whether he has children or not, as long as he wants her, but this woman only cares about her children.
"Qin Yinze, I'm fine, don't worry." Ji Rou wants to pretend that nothing happened, but after so many years of husband and wife, she can't pretend to be herself. How could Qin Yinze not see her little thoughts, "Jirou, cool down and listen to me carefully."
Ji Rou smiled: "what do you want to say?"
Qin Yinze pushed her out of his arms, supported her shoulders instead, lowered her head slightly, and let her look into his eyes: "Ji Rou, look at me, and I'll tell you clearly again, as long as I have you, It really doesn't matter if you have kids or not."
It's not the first time he said these words to Ji Rou. He didn't want to put pressure on her, but the pressure in Ji Rou's ears increased. The more Qin Yinze considers her, the more she blames herself and the more I want to have a child of him and her, so that his original family will not have any offspring from him. "Qin Yinze, why don't we get a divorce. After the divorce, if you marry another woman, the other woman will be able to bear children for you." Probably because of being too excited, Ji Rou said something indiscriminately, some repeatedly She would feel distressed when she heard it, but she said it, and after she said it, she
Regretted, "No, Qin Yinze, I didn't mean that, I just hope to have a child of ours." Qin Yinze grabbed Jirou's shoulder and pinched her hard, and it hurt her. But he still didn't let go: "Ji Rou, I can live a good life without children. But if I lose you, I can't live every minute. Do you understand? For me and for you
, let's stop thinking about children, okay? "
"Okay, I don't want children, I don't want children." Ji Rou tried hard to persuade herself not to think about children, but whenever she saw other people's children, she would always think that she had no children. She was almost bewildered by this kind of thinking. If you go on, you will probably have a nervous breakdown.
Qin Yinze hugged her distressedly: "Ji Rou Ji Rou Can you tell me why you have to have a child?"
"Qin Yinze, I like children. I hope we can have a child." For Ji Rou, she especially wants children, not only because she wants to have a continuation of her and Qin Yinze's blood, but also because she wants to have a child. I hope to leave a little blood for Qin Yinze's original family.
Some things have been passed down for thousands of years, and it really doesn't mean that they can be lost just by throwing them away. Although the current thinking is constantly changing, how many people still hope that they can have a child as a continuation of the family blood.
Ji Rou knows that Qin Yinze's parents died in a car accident in his early years, and he is the only child in the family. If she didn't leave him even a little blood, she was worried that they would have no face to meet Qin Yinze's father and mother under Jiuquan in the future when they were old.
Qin Yinze looked at her, stared at her for a long time, and said slowly: "do you really want a child that much?"
Jirou nodded: "I want to."
She has been working hard to recuperate her body, has been working hard, but the opportunity has never come. If she is given another chance, she will definitely protect this child, and will never let the child disappear from this world before it grows into a human form.
Please give her another chance, trust her, she can do it.
Qin Yinze clenched his fist tightly and squeezed out a word from his teeth: "OK."
Since she was so obsessed with thinking about a child, he had no choice but to give her a child.
Ji Rou also understands that she can conceive a child without Qin Yinze agreeing to her. It depends on luck, a lot of luck.
This time she hoped God would open her eyes.