Chapter: 484
"Happy." Unexpectedly, Jian Ran nodded readily, but said with some regret, "But, I can't be Mrs. Qin yet."
She paused, raised her eyes to look at Qin Yue, her eyes were full of water: "Qin Yue, if Mrs. Qin can't remember the past, would you mind?"
"No. We can start over, as long as you are by my side." For the first time, he spoke so bluntly.
Jian Ran was stunned for a while, but she didn't know how to answer. She moved her eyes away in a little panic, looked out the window, but said, "Hey, it's raining."
The weather in May can change as soon as it is said. The sky was clear just now, and suddenly there was thunder, followed by pouring rain.
Many passers-by coming and going on the road were drenched, but everyone quickly ran to the surrounding buildings to find a place to shelter from the rain.
Jian Ran looked at the pedestrians across the window from a distance, as if she saw herself walking in the rain, drenched in heavy rain, walking, walking, not knowing where she was going, not knowing where she could stay.
Because she has no home, she has no roots, no one to rely on——
"Jian Ran—"
Qin Yue's voice came from beside her again, low and deep, like raindrops outside beating her heart.
Jian Ran suddenly woke up, and smiled apologetically: "Sorry! I'm lost again."
"Jian Ran, don't keep everything in your heart, don't take care of everything by yourself." Qin Yue patted his chest, "This is a harbor you can dock at any time."
"Mr. Qin, I'm hungry."
Without recovering the past memory, he was still a stranger to her. She really didn't know how to say something to him, so she could only change the subject abruptly, and could only do nothing to the heartache that flashed in Qin Yue's eyes.
She really wanted to know why her father would feed her poison? Wondering why she lost her memory? And these, Qin Yue probably didn't know either.
She still remembered that he said that when he came back from a business trip three years ago, she had disappeared and only her ashes were seen.
When the incident happened three years ago, when Xiao Ranran was taken out of her belly, Qin Yue was not there, so he probably didn't know what happened during that time.
And if she wants to know what happened during that time, she must be able to fully understand it only when she thinks about the past.
During these three years, as long as she didn't think about herself as a person without a past, her life would be peaceful.
And how did Qin Yue, who lost his wife, spend these three years?
After returning from a business trip, his wife is gone. How desperate must Qin Yue be?
Was it what she had seen these days?
He took Xiaoran alone with such a glimmer of hope, praying day and night for his wife to return to their father and daughter?
Qin Yue rubbed her head and said, "Go sit down first if you're hungry, and the food will be on the table right away."
The biggest problem between them now is not that Jian Ran can't remember the past, but how to make Jian Ran open her mouth to tell him what is hidden in her heart.
Qin Yue also understood that it was not easy for her to speak out what was hidden in her heart.
She has no memory of the past, and just now she learned that her closest and most trusted father lied to her, she will subconsciously close the door of her heart tightly, and will not allow anyone to get close easily.
The food was on the table quickly, Qin Yue took off his apron and walked to Jian Ran's side to sit down: "Eat something mild today. I'll change it for you another day."
"Mr. Qin, did you cook for Mrs. Qin before, or did Mrs. Qin cook for you?"
Jian Ran was very curious, didn't a man of Qin Yue's status live a life of wearing clothes, stretching out his hands to eat and opening his mouth, how could he know how to cook, and his cooking skills were not bad.