Chapter: 265

But the thing is, can my wolf accept that?!

I’m afraid that Wolf might snap and become aggressive even though he knows that I’m just pretending.

Yes, betrayal of a fated mate is unacceptable for a werewolf, especially knowing that our true fated mate is currently suffering from an illness. Ugh, I may end up fighting with my wolf over this st* pid pretentiousness.

“Try explaining it to your wolf, king‘ were the words written by Kurt. Everyone knew the possible impact if I showed my attraction to another woman while my mate was lying ill, even if it was just a pretense.

Back to Gwen Point of View:

The first day made me unable to wake up. I didn’t expect the toxins in my body to reach 30% so that when administering anti–toxins, the side effects were this severe.

Yes, the side effects were explained by Dr. Wendy and the nurses, but I never thought it would be this bad.

My body was so weak from the vomiting and headache that hit me. And this will last 2-3 days she said, ugh… God, help me.

Seeing the sad look given by the woman who was my mother, made me want to endure this pain, but I couldn’t, I didn’t have the energy to endure this nausea and pain.

These 2 days were terrible, everyone looked so tense and worried and I couldn’t do anything to comfort them.

I can only hold on for the sake of my health, that’s all I can do.

But I knew that during that time someone was always holding my hand, yes, that someone was my mate.

Without saying anything and without shedding tears, I knew he was worried.

Every night or during our time together, he would always clasp my hand, as if to channel his energy and let me know that he was always by my side.

Little things that show his attention without saying anything, yes, because we can’t show that we are a pair of mates because everyone knows him as my older brother.

Something that must be done in order to avoid something unwanted, yes, because we don’t know how Doctor Wendy is feeling right now, because she is someone who has lost her mate.

Waking up from my sleep, I saw that it was 2am, but I turned my head to realize that someone was holding my left hand while stroking my cheek gently.

Titus, I thought as I smiled at my mate who smiled back at me when he saw me awake..

“Hey…”

“You didn’t sleep?” I asked with a sigh, knowing that without saying he was in agony right now.

Yes, he’s certainly blaming himself for what I’m going through, he must be hating himself for not being able to help me.

I don’t know since when I understood him like this…

“How do you feel?” He asked softly while continuing to stroke my cheek tenderly.

“Better” I said but he didn’t seem convinced by my lie.

““They said they’re going home tomorrow, right?” I changed the subject.